Rainy Days...

After the news flash that I've been waiting for how many hours...

"Yes!No classes!No swimming!!!Haha!" I ecstatically exclaimed.(almost waking my sibs up becuz of my snickers...:P) I think I was so overjoyed that I won't have any swimming classes.Hehe. :D

Rains were a blessing to me.I consider them breaks from my overly hectic sched.Somehow I enjoyed cool weather and suspending of classes(like most students!) But the only down-part when you don't have classes and with all these rapid raining is "home-boredom"...Anyone who doesn't agree?!?I'm pretty sure everybody does.So here's the picture...

I was watching dvd(Korean series again...they ROCK!:D) till my mom asked me if she could watch t.v. Being the ever-so-nice daughter (nakz...kapal!) I quickly turned-off the player. But deep inside...really I felt bad...Cuz I had nothing to do and ease my boredom...

So I just went out of the room...without saying a word...and just sat by our staircase...looking out the window...watching the rain fall down...After a few moments,found myself smiling like a fool.Maybe it just came to my thoughts how lucky Iam today that I didn't have to go swimming.Later on...things of the past suddenly flashed back...What I've gone through my whole life...

Reminiscing happy moments and ofcourse those that aren't...Realizing how I've comed this far...I felt amazed on how I've grown and changed.Cause little by little I matured and had a different view on life.Reminiscing those hard times when I was crying in pain and greatly confused.

That thought made me wonder about the future days to come...Reminding myself that I still got a long way to go...and also having pretensions on what's gonna happen...What more fearful events would come my way?Would I still be able to overcome those?Just sighed by the thought of that...as I looked at the window again...Realizing that I'm quite happy now compared to before...I just beamed and said: "I can do this...It's all part of life...and with God by my side...nothing's impossible...) :D

Baptismal Day: "I Cried?!?" (Part 2: Song)

And now before I end I would like to share this song. It somehow summarizes my life before and after I met God. It's entitled:
"Journey"
It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to beIt's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe When shadows fall and block my eyes I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will You break down these walls and pull me through
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on Calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
To You....

Baptismal Day: "I Cried?!?" (Part 1: My Testimony)

My name is Natasha Liezl So
and today I wish to dedicate my life to our Lord and deliver my testimony.
In our family, I'm the eldest of four. I first came to know our Lord when I was 9 yrs. old.That was the same year I first went to church invited by some relatives and also my first time to join summercamp.
Since I studied in a Catholic school before, I had a whole different view of religion.We all know that Catholics pray memorized prayers, take communion as early as Grade One, have many rituals and they even worship Mary and the saints too. So back then, I was really confused with what our church teaches and what I learn in school and things weren't clear for me then. Even from the very start it really felt awkward for me to be talking and praying to a statue and a non - living thing which made me realize that something was wrong. But our gracious God gave way for me to a new Christian school.Now I study in St. Stephen's. I now have a clearer understanding of God's teachings. God even opened more ways for me to understand Him even more. The camps we have here in church really inspired and helped me a lot in growing my spiritual life and at the same time learning many things regarding the aspects of life. Serving Him in choir and also as an officer during our church camps made it even better for me.Knowing I can show my love and appreciation for Him. Glorifying Him with the gifts He had given me.As a teenager, ofcourse I meet challenges in my life. Whenever I felt weak or felt like I'm beginning to cry,
He was my strength, comforter and Father. I'd just pray to Him and then afterwards, I'd be alright.
It really felt like a miracle everytime that happens.
I'm just so glad that He chose me to be one of His children.He gave me the chance to know Him. He sent His Son to die for me and save me from sin so that I may be with Him in heaven someday. Iam a sinner, so undeserving and yet because of His great love and mercy He saved me.
I know I still have a very long journey to take and so many more things to know about Him, but I know I'll get through because He's here with me right by my side. I'd let Him use me, so that I maybe able to serve Him,
share the Gospel to other people out there inorder that they may also experience His great love just like we did.Life is a road, with many turns, dangers and detours where I might get lost, drive myself to the wrong way
and even get myself hurt.So now I let Jesus take the wheel. I let my life be controlled by Him and therefore I'm sure He'd take me to the right path to my Father in Heaven, hand in hand during that journey towards life.