Stars?Connections to Whaat???

It was already past 10 o' clock and we were still outside by the beach...lying down and looking up the starry sky...looking for star formations...(or were we?) telling stories about our life's happenings the past school year...The joys we had and the cries we also had that past year...We were actually laughing at ourselves as we shared our stories...We were laughing becuz we found ourselves stupid in the things we've done the past year...haha...I wasn't only sharing with my sister...I was also in... ahem!!!Like a long distance conversation with my best friend who's currently packing his bags and getting ready to leave for Singapore...hahaha...Oh well, as I was saying...we were looking up the sky and the stars...As I see them, I thought of things I could hardly even imagine...I'm in paradise and away from the chaos in my life back in the city...But hey, I felt something was missing...something that I couldn't figure out until now...It's as if I was missing something back in Manila despite all the tragedies that happened a few months ago...Which should actually not be happening the fact that I'm away and taking a break from these problems and people...But as I look at the stars one by one, I really felt that something was missing...was I missing my bestfriend/crush at that time?Well we're actually talking at that very moment, so probably not...:-) But there's really this feeling that I felt that I've been missin' someone back in Manila...someone whom I really don't know who he really is...(Alam ko magulo kaya pati ako litong lito eh!) It somehow has something to do with stars...Becuz at that point...I feel that I'm connected to someone...Someone who'd I'd be meeting someday...The one that's for me...that really bothered me because I felt that he was someone who's just around...who's been watching me since but I never knew and never even noticed...I was beginning to ask myself...was he my bestfriend?or was he someone I didn't expect? THIS WAS ONE OF THE CRAZIEST THOUGHTS I HAD IN MY LIFE! Maybe I did think of those becuz I was fantasizing on what's gonna happen in my future and who really was I waiting for...But now I realized that everything has to wait...and maybe it's not yet time to meet the right person...and I know that God has arranged a day that we'd finally meet...maybe it's just too early now...and I trust Him...I know He knows who's best for me...And who He really wants to put in my life someday...Well, I'd just be hoping to meet him earlier and be my first and last but unfortunately...only a few get to experience that...Well, I'm putting that matter aside for now because I know the right time would come...And besides, I've got a whole world out there waiting for me to experience and live my life on! Haha...why the hurry nga naman! :-)

(P.S. This story was way way back in year 2004...I just decided to share it with you guys...Past is past...:-) )